WARNING!!!!

so i can't sleep...i decided to share pieces of my story

character 1 diary entry #1 FYI: CHARACTERS NAMES WILL NOT BE REVELED

March 30Th, 2008 -4:17 P.M

I'm unable to sleep, i have so many things trapped in my head and heart, although I'm happy I'm sad, although I'm happy i still feel empty...(the woman i love) has shown me another side of life and for her support and teachings i thank her. I'm thankful for her and the girls existence and even mine
~ tragedy has struck me multiple times, it hit me like lighting on a metal object, but i was never alone in the recovery room, the girls never let me struggle alone, cry alone, get angry alone or even heal alone
~my cousin and his girlfriend aren't too fond of me at the moment, they believe I've forgotten them or even lost the love i had for them, it isn't true, once you enter my heart you'll never escape it
~ to everyone i hold inside my heart, i love you and thank you for blessing me with your company
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character1 diary entry # 2

April 15Th, 2008 - 11:28 P.M

forgiveness means allot, it means allot to me and it should mean allot to you as well, given so many opportunity's that not many people are offered, i truly am blessed
I'm blessed with a loving family, dedicated friends and a humble girlfriend, though I've suffered a childhood with no mother, I've learned to accept her decision
~to my mother - if it's true that you're in heaven gazing down to me, I'm thankful for your tough decision, if you were to live, i wouldn't be here today, you have allowed me to live even if it meant that you lost your chance to life. that's the reason for my success my education, my work, my personality and even choice of friends
i do not take life for granted because if you didn't choose me over you i wouldn't have a life to begin with, although i am angry for your absence and sometimes wish that you chose option B, i now understand why...I'll never disappoint you mom..i live because of you and for you
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character 2 diary entry

August 4Th, 2008 - 2:14 A.M

HELLO!!! we wrapped up today about an hour ago, I'm tired and SO soar but in approximately 6 hours we have to go out and do some MORE work...( the man i love) is asleep beside me, i say "hello!" on his behalf!!
TODAY'S RANT: "i love you"

I'm in love, today we exchanged the 3 special words " i love you" and my God was it heaven, he stared into my eyes as i stared into his glassy green eyes and said " i love you" it was perfect and flawless ^^
i know i say "i love you" allot but its to family and close friends, the 3 words i gave him felt different, more personal and more meaningful... not that i didn't mean it when i said it to anyone else but i really do love him. when he entered my life i couldn't move whenever he was around, i finally love some one and i pray that it last

P.S - I LOVE YOU!!

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character 3 diary entry

August 21st, 2008 - 1:27 P.M

hello, remember me? of coarse you do! you better, seeing that I've spilled my life to you for 3 years now!!
today i must share something with you , a secret, a secret NO ONE knows, so shh!! don't tell anyone
~ remember when we held the 2 week contest? the winner has won over our hearts and has earned our love, but... recently he's dating ( my friend) I'm very happy that their both happy but because of my happiness for them both, I'm unhappy with myself
the secret it~~~ i like him, he's cute, has a beautiful smile, good teeth, generous and has eyes no one can ignore, but he's taken and doesn't love me, well...maybe as a friend or sister but not the way i love him
when he was injured internally and externally i cried everyday, i couldn't sleep and i lost focus on everything, i respect his love for (my friend) i am just angry that i can't love him
but i will never love him, reason?i believe their love will last forever, their love is strong
and i will not hurt my friend
forever he will have my heart, whether he realizes it or not

oh!! i have to get going

luv: me!!
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i decided to keep the character names hidden for now, holding some info will have better results:)
so whatcha think?
4 entries i have to stick into the story...ya! that means character 1's entries will mean i have to rewrite some parts :( I'll live!!!

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JUNI!!!! TITI LOVES YOU:)
yuppers my nephew is 1 years old today, it will be a hectic day today, set up, visitors, food!!!! we puertoricans gotta have food at gatherings or parties..not typical food but, traditional plates (well for my family) rice and beans, chicken, corn beef etc.....yummy i am getting hungry now!

OK--i have decided to begin sharing poetry with you...i will release one each day, so I'll post a poem in a new post:) tons of reading for you eh?
I'll title it BEST OF POETRY with the number after
ex. BEST OF POETRY #7...K?

next post I'll begin the collection:)
ta ta for now..gotta google some things:)

~Aida!!!!!