i shall call it a night

Nana (cousin), lulu, juni, Timmy, Ty and scarlo



juni squinting his eyes after digging into the cake we were supposed to eat:)


it has been the longest day ever!!!!
juni's 1st b-day party lasted 2 hours, not too crowded which is good:)
he made his cake a disaster but it was fun watching him claw his way through...he's a good kid, and it was fun watching him just lie on the floor and crawl

um i stayed up all last night and it's 11:25 P.M right this moment
i am ready to fall over right now. my eyes itch and they feel dry

SOME ONE MAKE ME CRY SO THEY WILL FEEL BETTER:) j/k

any who - juni did have a great birthday, the 1st one was full of joy and laughter

good night everyone

~ Aida

BEST OF POETRY # 1

this is the first poem to be added to the BEST OF POETRY category

" THE"
the eyes, the nose, the tears
the color, the height, the fears
the voice, the speech, the lips
the air, the clothes, the finger tips
the giggle, the smile, the charm
the love, the heart, the one to bring no harm
the talent, the intelligence, the stare
the prom, the divorce, the gray hairs
the dance, the CD, the song
the party, the feet, the wrong
the hair, the skin, the dimples
the scars, the hurt, thank god no pimples
the laughter, the breath, the sleep
the car, the city, the peeps
the fight, the screams, the yells
the bird, the dolphin, what the hell?
the phobia, the food, the style
the toes, the teeth, the walk down the aisle
the scratch, the blood, the book
the stomp, the grab, the left hook
the show, the time, the hours
the dream, the store, the flowers
the website, the typing, the screen
the blond, the brown, the green
the flaws, the cake, the heavens
the walk, the job, the five foot eleven
the pen, the ink, the paper
the cops, the judge, the raper
the insecurities, the sighs, the look
the flight, the guards, the trip you took
the ugly, the rude, the mean
the stroll, the promise, the scene
the words, the fun, the poor
the strippers, the pimps, the whores
the danger, the memories, the pain
the washer, the water, the GAIN
the cards, the steps, the wonder
the creations, the excitement, the founder
the crowd, the glimpse, the thought
the sad, the happy, the well-taught
the beginning, the past, the trend
the pre-school, the family, THE END

how was it?..this is the only poem that anyone has ever read in front of me or with me knowing, i received good feedback though i believe they said it to not make me feel down. but OH WELL
i think I'm done for the day

PEASHHH AAAUUUUTTTTU!!
~Aida!!

WARNING!!!!

so i can't sleep...i decided to share pieces of my story

character 1 diary entry #1 FYI: CHARACTERS NAMES WILL NOT BE REVELED

March 30Th, 2008 -4:17 P.M

I'm unable to sleep, i have so many things trapped in my head and heart, although I'm happy I'm sad, although I'm happy i still feel empty...(the woman i love) has shown me another side of life and for her support and teachings i thank her. I'm thankful for her and the girls existence and even mine
~ tragedy has struck me multiple times, it hit me like lighting on a metal object, but i was never alone in the recovery room, the girls never let me struggle alone, cry alone, get angry alone or even heal alone
~my cousin and his girlfriend aren't too fond of me at the moment, they believe I've forgotten them or even lost the love i had for them, it isn't true, once you enter my heart you'll never escape it
~ to everyone i hold inside my heart, i love you and thank you for blessing me with your company
~~~~
character1 diary entry # 2

April 15Th, 2008 - 11:28 P.M

forgiveness means allot, it means allot to me and it should mean allot to you as well, given so many opportunity's that not many people are offered, i truly am blessed
I'm blessed with a loving family, dedicated friends and a humble girlfriend, though I've suffered a childhood with no mother, I've learned to accept her decision
~to my mother - if it's true that you're in heaven gazing down to me, I'm thankful for your tough decision, if you were to live, i wouldn't be here today, you have allowed me to live even if it meant that you lost your chance to life. that's the reason for my success my education, my work, my personality and even choice of friends
i do not take life for granted because if you didn't choose me over you i wouldn't have a life to begin with, although i am angry for your absence and sometimes wish that you chose option B, i now understand why...I'll never disappoint you mom..i live because of you and for you
~~~~~

character 2 diary entry

August 4Th, 2008 - 2:14 A.M

HELLO!!! we wrapped up today about an hour ago, I'm tired and SO soar but in approximately 6 hours we have to go out and do some MORE work...( the man i love) is asleep beside me, i say "hello!" on his behalf!!
TODAY'S RANT: "i love you"

I'm in love, today we exchanged the 3 special words " i love you" and my God was it heaven, he stared into my eyes as i stared into his glassy green eyes and said " i love you" it was perfect and flawless ^^
i know i say "i love you" allot but its to family and close friends, the 3 words i gave him felt different, more personal and more meaningful... not that i didn't mean it when i said it to anyone else but i really do love him. when he entered my life i couldn't move whenever he was around, i finally love some one and i pray that it last

P.S - I LOVE YOU!!

~~~~~
character 3 diary entry

August 21st, 2008 - 1:27 P.M

hello, remember me? of coarse you do! you better, seeing that I've spilled my life to you for 3 years now!!
today i must share something with you , a secret, a secret NO ONE knows, so shh!! don't tell anyone
~ remember when we held the 2 week contest? the winner has won over our hearts and has earned our love, but... recently he's dating ( my friend) I'm very happy that their both happy but because of my happiness for them both, I'm unhappy with myself
the secret it~~~ i like him, he's cute, has a beautiful smile, good teeth, generous and has eyes no one can ignore, but he's taken and doesn't love me, well...maybe as a friend or sister but not the way i love him
when he was injured internally and externally i cried everyday, i couldn't sleep and i lost focus on everything, i respect his love for (my friend) i am just angry that i can't love him
but i will never love him, reason?i believe their love will last forever, their love is strong
and i will not hurt my friend
forever he will have my heart, whether he realizes it or not

oh!! i have to get going

luv: me!!
~~~~~~

i decided to keep the character names hidden for now, holding some info will have better results:)
so whatcha think?
4 entries i have to stick into the story...ya! that means character 1's entries will mean i have to rewrite some parts :( I'll live!!!

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JUNI!!!! TITI LOVES YOU:)
yuppers my nephew is 1 years old today, it will be a hectic day today, set up, visitors, food!!!! we puertoricans gotta have food at gatherings or parties..not typical food but, traditional plates (well for my family) rice and beans, chicken, corn beef etc.....yummy i am getting hungry now!

OK--i have decided to begin sharing poetry with you...i will release one each day, so I'll post a poem in a new post:) tons of reading for you eh?
I'll title it BEST OF POETRY with the number after
ex. BEST OF POETRY #7...K?

next post I'll begin the collection:)
ta ta for now..gotta google some things:)

~Aida!!!!!