rant!

okay so i slept about an hour..cant sleep due to too many things crashing my brain!!


if you tell someone " i smile because the first thing i think of in the morning is you" is that cheesy? AKA cheap?....or if you say " when i wake up the first thing i want to see is you" does that also fall in the cheap category?
ya i am so lost...this story I'm writing is like I'm LIVING IT! nothing else comes to mind but the story which i gave a name to " forbidden love " from my previous description it doesn't make sense but....... then again I've added maybe 25 or so more pages so it suits the story

right now I'm at a chapter where he confronts the girl and says " i can't think of anyone but you and when i open my eyes in the morning all i wish to see is you" right? OK so just wondering..is that iffy? ( these words I'm using don't seem to fit ) writers aren't perfect but....yeah i don't consider MI a writer...no one has ever read a story i wrote...I've had 2 poems read but since it was family i can't really believe what they said about it...they more than likely told me what i wanted to hear :) NOW THAT'S CHEESY
ya let me stop with the slang words because i don't really know if it's place is right..lol..that made no sense to me

MY EAR IS RINGING!!!!

okay..so anyway- after the guy ( name is christian ) reveals his love for the girl ( name is Abby ) I GOT NOTHING...how does someone react to lines like that? laugh or sit in aw or punch the guy...that's why i hit a road block people!....when it comes to things like this..i suck...basically i can start a story but never finish...I've written many many many stories in my 20 years of life but managed to finish ( end) solamente uno....1 out of hundreds...lame no?

Spanglish has escaped me yet again :)

until the next time i log in ")

~ Aida!!!

this day

hello hello :)

today was a long day...i woke up at 4:00 A.M and i ate some granola cereal and sat and watched the sky change it's color....still unsure of why i woke up so early i mean where i live there's always people out but today it was like a ghost town :)...i have a habit of dancing right?..it's my way of xcersise ( spelled that wrong?)...so around 4:40 A.M i danced to random song...some Korean some Spanish and some English...after dancing for almost 3 hours i showered and sat on my desk and began writing.. for some odd reason after i sweat from dancing i write poetry...but today i started writing a story...it's about a guy who falls for a woman he believes he can't have...i wrote 47 pages in 30 minutes (not a quick writer i just had the ideas flowing)....maybe tomorrow I'll give you a preview of the story maybe a little feedback to " tell me " if it's worth reading so i can know if i should keep going

any who - i saw my niece and nephew today scarlo and janitsa
cute huh?
it was fun...we had fun listening to music and playing games..that was fun..it's always fun when it comes to my nieces and nephews

any who---i shall go i got to sleep...i feel like if I've been drained and i haven't eaten since 7:00 A.M so mi is hungry :)))


ja NE!
~ Aida!